SHOPPING&CAM-WHORING are her addiction.
Loves her ATTITUDE.
Adores her gals.
Indulges in Chocolates,Candies&Alcohol. SIMPLEyetUNPREDICTABLE.
Being STUBBORN, PAMPERED, SPOILT, DEMANDING, UNREASONABLE, WILLFUL, CRAZY, FUN-LOVING, SOCIABLE & HOT-TEMPERED is just her.
Just a gal-next-door, but can be a real BITCH at times.
❤ Get a job
❤ Diploma in EVM/H&T/Mass communication
❤ Get my driving license
❤ Go Zoo
❤ Go Night Safari
❤ Ride Singapore Flyer
❤ Visit the museum
❤ Target weight; 48 - 50kg
❤ get into Freelance Model
❤ Revamp wardrobe
❤ Victoria Secrets apparels
❤ pink Gucci lanyard
❤ Chanel bag & wallet
❤ New foot wears
❤ Stock up on wine & liquer
❤ new label sunglasses
❤ new Guess wallet
❤ Guess heels
❤ Sony Vaio VGN-CS16G
❤ Sony Cyber Shot DSC-T77 digital still camera
❤ Pink Monopoly Thanks to Jian Liang (=.
❤ Twilight novel Thanks to Jian Liang (=.
❤ New Moon novel
❤ Eclipse novel
❤ Breaking Dawn novel
❤ Midnight Sun novel
❤ all Novels by Sophie Kinsella
· can You keep a secret
· confession of a shopaholic
· remember me ?
· shopaholic & baby
· shopaholic & sister
· shopaholic takes Manhattan
· shopaholic ties the knot
· the undomestic goddess
❤ Naval Piercing
❤ Tattoos
Life Is A Game Of Choice; Do Not Regret Your Decisions.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Screw you ! I hate you !
I don't even know why the hell do you have to appear in my life and make me so miserable. Sometimes, i just hope so badly that you'll vanish from my life forever.
To think that i treat you well, but this is how you pay for my kindness. Just go, don't ever turn back. Your pretense is not needed anymore.
Bye !
I'm Going To Smile Like Nothing's Wrong ♥
Act Like It's Just A Dream ♥
# stamped with ♥ *][babyreginax 8:14 PM
Life Is A Game Of Choice; Do Not Regret Your Decisions.
Gosh ! I really gotta catch up on my beauty sleep, my pimples are starting to pop out already =.=.
Met up with Yuki around 5+ at Orchard, went to Taka for my waxing and than headed to Far East for ramen at Ramen Ten. Haven't been there for awhile and i missed the spicy chicken ramen to bits ! After ramen we walked around far east for awhile and than trained down to City Hall. Went to di siao Yi Long, he was on duty for NDP and he had to stand somewhere outside New York New York to monitor the crowd for hours. Poor thing, he should be glad that Yuki and i went down to accompany him. hahas. Actually, i went down to wait for Leslie & Zhuang Li to end their NDP thingy. They took really long larhs ! Made me stand there for nearly 2 hours.
When they finally came, we met up with Ah Soon at the control station and than train down to Dhoby Ghuat while Yuki went home. Went to mos burger coz they wana have dinner, than went to the arcade. Spend quite a lot of money trying to catch the soft toys, but didn't manage to catch it )=. The winnie the pooh is so damn cute larhs ! sad. Any kind soul willing to catch it for me ? LOLs. Zhuang Li left around 10+, and we rotted for more than 2 hours while waiting for Melvin, Xue Wei, Henry & Clearance to join us.
They finally reach around 1+, slack awhile outside Plaza Sing than went to buy movie tickets for Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince at 2am. The movie lasted for more than 2 hours, sit until back & butt pain siol !
The movie is good, really nice. Worth a catch (=. Shall not spoil the movie for those who haven't watch it.
After the movie, we slacked outside Plaza Sing until 6+ than Leslie, Xue Wei & i shared a cab home.
Damn ! I don't know where the hell my money flew to =.=. Just got my pay and now my bank is almost empty. pfft !
Anyway, it could have been our 5th month ... Sigh !
I'm Going To Smile Like Nothing's Wrong ♥
Act Like It's Just A Dream ♥
# stamped with ♥ *][babyreginax 8:22 AM
Life Is A Game Of Choice; Do Not Regret Your Decisions.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Out of the blue, i dream about you again last night. You were back by my side, more caring and loving.
In my dream, you got really anxious & worried when we lost each other. When we finally found each other, you held me so tightly when i ran into your arms, crying.
The dream felt so real, i was almost in tears when i woke up. Will this dream ever come true ? Guess that it's just another dream yet again, i should have gotten used to it by now.
Maybe you really mean a lot to me. Will you ever be replaced ?
Guess that i haven't really let go, i was just deceiving myself all this while. I miss you so badly )=.
I'm Going To Smile Like Nothing's Wrong ♥
Act Like It's Just A Dream ♥
# stamped with ♥ *][babyreginax 3:33 PM
Life Is A Game Of Choice; Do Not Regret Your Decisions.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Was chatting with Andrew just now and it suddenly hit me hard that my life is in a really huge mess. I suddenly realized that people are always putting on a facade and different masks. It's never easy to tell apart, which is their true self or how they are feeling deep inside and what they are thinking.
People come and go in your life, but who are the ones who will stay on and who are the ones that will leave you ? Although you may know a certain someone for years, but will you ever be able to trust them or will you be able to count on them ? Will they ever know what your going through ? Or are they only pretending to know and act like they know you very well ? Who are the ones that are true to you and who are the ones that are pretending to be ? Who are the ones that will be willing to help you and who are the ones who are only using you ? Who are the ones who will back-stab you as soon as you turn your back ?
Sigh ! Haven't been thinking so deeply for awhile already. Suddenly all my negative thoughts are coming back. Suddenly i don't feel fine at all. Suddenly i feel really lonely deep inside. Suddenly my wounds are all opened up again. Suddenly my heart is bleeding. Suddenly i just wana find someone i can rely on. Suddenly i find it really difficult to trust others.
This ain't the kinda life i want. This ain't who i wana be.
I'm really confused & broken, but who really knows ? Other than my plastic smile & happy go lucky personality which is all they can see, do they bother to know how i'm really feeling deep down inside ?
I seriously doubt so.
I hate myself ! I hate my life !
I'll just smile, continue to be numb, feel nothing and pretend that everything's fine.
A new phrase i just learn from the Yishun guys : "It sux to be me !"
Who can i blame, but myself ?
I'm Going To Smile Like Nothing's Wrong ♥
Act Like It's Just A Dream ♥
# stamped with ♥ *][babyreginax 5:49 AM
Life Is A Game Of Choice; Do Not Regret Your Decisions.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
I'm blogging now so i can watch my TV in peace later ! lols.
Slept around 8+ this morning, woke up around 12+ to prepare and than bus down to Yishun to meet up with Rong Zhou, Andrew & Jenny. We slacked at mac for awhile and than went to the Japaneses foodcourt for lunch. After lunch we went over to Safra to play pool, Yuki and Gary joined us after 5. Than 1 of their friend, Ben(i think) came over and join us for awhile. Play pool till about 8+, Andrew & Ben went of while the rest of us headed to northpoint for dinner at KFC. Slacked for awhile and than all of us went home.
Hopefully there'll be some program tomorrow, i don't wana rot at home on a friday night ! Somebody ask me out ! LOLs.
My friends are saying that i should get a boyfriend soon ! LOLs. They claimed that i can't sleep at night coz there's no one to hug me to sleep =.=. Maybe i should really get a boyfriend soon, it's been nearly 5 months and life's getting boring. pfft !
& i think my wishlist is in a super big mess now =.=. Sigh ! Sianzation !